Insecurities reigns in my ugly heart

I wish and I pray that someday I will also walk through the aisle wearing a beautiful graduation outfit. Everytime that I imagine all the "pagsisi" I had I just sit beside the corner kasi wala na akong magagawa, past is past. If only I just then realize everything and did the action of those realization sana tapos na rin ako. But dahil cguro my plan si Lord kaya He allow this thing to happen. Marami pa namang graduation dyan eh. pero di ko maikakaila that I'm burdened by this insecurity reigning in my ugly heart.. huhuhu :'(