I do plastic....

The very reason why I really like anime is that they don't do plastics. In the characters they portrayed they act as who they are, what they are and what they aren't. I wrote this blog because i feel a bit angry- not to other people but to myself... I really don't know whats going on but i think i just hate someone.. someone that i don't know why but myself. Every time i come to this point of forgetting what my problem is and try to know it i experience total blackout inside me...hahaix.!! Here i go again writing some kinda stuff that i don't understand... I think i should do plastic.. Grrrrr.!! Don't look at me if you're looking for perfection. I'm not that kind of person.I wanna rest for a moment..pwede????

Secrecy

I just farted....wahahaha

Insecurities reigns in my ugly heart

I wish and I pray that someday I will also walk through the aisle wearing a beautiful graduation outfit. Everytime that I imagine all the "pagsisi" I had I just sit beside the corner kasi wala na akong magagawa, past is past. If only I just then realize everything and did the action of those realization sana tapos na rin ako. But dahil cguro my plan si Lord kaya He allow this thing to happen. Marami pa namang graduation dyan eh. pero di ko maikakaila that I'm burdened by this insecurity reigning in my ugly heart.. huhuhu :'(

Let the Will of the Lord Prevail

If only I could go back to the past and undo what I have done then maybe, just maybe, everything would be much better than today. But, oh God, if You had allowed such things to happen, then who am I to question Your plans? may you be glorified forever. Amen

A Beautiful Story To Share

The Sand Castle

A father and his three sons went on a vacation in a beach. The father said, "Let's have fun,I wanna make sand castles with you."

Wanting to impress their beloved father, the sons ran out to the shore and started molding wet sands. "Just wait and see father, see who'll make the greatest." they said.

So the father stayed in his place and watched his sons with joy. After a while, the two elder boys said, "Come, decide which of our castles have won your heart!"

The father went by the eldest son's castle, it was the biggest of the three and was really amazing. He smiled and said "Nice job son!" Then he went to the next one. The castle was wonderfully made, decorated by shells all over. People passing by praised the masterpiece. The father again smiled. He laid hand on his second son and said, "Great work!."

Lastly, the father went to see his youngest one's castle. His excitement turned to laughter as he saw the dump of clay sands that looked like a deform structure. The seven- year old boy cried, "I tried Papa, but the waves are destroying it." The boy got so ashamed of his work. He looked tired and messy.

The father laid down beside the little boy and scooped sand by his hands. The two eldest sons worriedly said, "Father, you haven't change your clothes yet. You'll get dirty." The father replied, "This castle of your little brother has won my heart." and filled with so much excitement, he smiled and continued, "Didn't i want to have fun with you? That's the reason we are here."

Isn't our castles beautiful?", they asked. "What you made for me was great. But what i am really after is to make one with you."

Soliloquy

Sometimes in our life it is good for us to be alone for us to realize the things that we didn't ought to understand. It is the time that we should think and pause for awhile to coup with whatever situation we are going through. This is the best time to plan and to organize the things messed in us. In this case of soliloquy we can deeply know ourselves, of who we are, where we are and especially what we are. And besides, it gives us space to grow because it is so hard for us to go on the things we ought to achieve when we are too close to someone.Maybe there will be a  times that we need them but we should always remember that tress are planted far from each other so they can spread and mature. To explore more things we need to isolate ourselves. This is a best thing to keep for we know someday we will encounter circumstances that will mold us. May we learn to stand in our own feet and depend only to our Big God up there. Stand firm.!God Bless us all... :)