Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Friday, May 11, 2012

"25 before 25"

I've always dreamed of a stable life once I reached my 25th birthday but i am certain that stability is the least I can have because life is so unpredictable and I’ll never know what fate has planned for me, so instead of stability, I’ll reconcile with achievements instead.

Before I turn 25, I want to accomplish these 25 things on my bucket list (written in no particular order!) :
  1. Set foot in boracay
  2. Embrace a K9 dog (my greatest fear)
  3. Have a stable job
  4. Be in a stable, long- term relationship
  5. Scuba dive in coron/el nido
  6. Get super drunk
  7. Have abs
  8. Own a DSLR
  9. have a driving license
  10. See/swim with dolphins or butandings
  11. Steal a tarsier at bohol ( hehehe! See a tarsier na lang)
  12. Buy a Clarinet
  13. Have a REAL graduation picture
  14. Play a Piano
  15. Complete a Fast for 40 days
  16. Learn to play Trumpet
  17. Memorize at least 5 books in the Bible
  18. Collect Books
  19. Tour in Singapore
  20. Visit Disneyland Hongkong
  21. Meet a Christian Band
  22. Have a snowball fight
  23. Have a sip of starbucks coffee
  24. Ride an airplane
  25. Bungee jump


As of this moment I have:

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Quiet Moment

                                                           December 08, 2011

Dear God,
        It’s been so long that I did not spend my time with You. Honestly, it really bothers me when every time I am leading people to you. It scares me because I know that I am not that kind of anointed that people would believe what I am saying. But then Lord You’re so faithful that even I’m not spending with You that much time still I felt that there is power in every words I am saying.
        Anyway Lord, I am so thankful for what You’ve done in my career. You gave me a chance to show my hidden talent. I don’t have anything to ask for, for you gave it all to me. Indeed you are great and I have nothing to say.
        Lord, I pray that I will become more faithful, committed, passionate, and honest in my service to you. I don’t have nothing to say but to thank You in what You’ve done in everything. I ♥ you so much Lord.

                                                             You’re Child,
                                                        Christ Addict – gael ™

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

I do plastic....

The very reason why I really like anime is that they don't do plastics. In the characters they portrayed they act as who they are, what they are and what they aren't. I wrote this blog because i feel a bit angry- not to other people but to myself... I really don't know whats going on but i think i just hate someone.. someone that i don't know why but myself. Every time i come to this point of forgetting what my problem is and try to know it i experience total blackout inside me...hahaix.!! Here i go again writing some kinda stuff that i don't understand... I think i should do plastic.. Grrrrr.!! Don't look at me if you're looking for perfection. I'm not that kind of person.I wanna rest for a moment..pwede????

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Secrecy

I just farted....wahahaha

Insecurities reigns in my ugly heart

I wish and I pray that someday I will also walk through the aisle wearing a beautiful graduation outfit. Everytime that I imagine all the "pagsisi" I had I just sit beside the corner kasi wala na akong magagawa, past is past. If only I just then realize everything and did the action of those realization sana tapos na rin ako. But dahil cguro my plan si Lord kaya He allow this thing to happen. Marami pa namang graduation dyan eh. pero di ko maikakaila that I'm burdened by this insecurity reigning in my ugly heart.. huhuhu :'(

Let the Will of the Lord Prevail

If only I could go back to the past and undo what I have done then maybe, just maybe, everything would be much better than today. But, oh God, if You had allowed such things to happen, then who am I to question Your plans? may you be glorified forever. Amen